(Thursday, August 21, 2008)
call me old school but i think the olympics has the grandeur of the world that we sorely miss. man going against another man (or woman going against another woman, if you have to so goddamn sexist) through sheer physical strength, but at the end of the day, there's no losers, just overwhelming sense of dignity and pride. with exception for maybe that damn badminton player from my country which i despise. that muthafucking crybaby. and perhaps also the underage chinese gymnastic team.
blah blah blah...but on the grander scale of things, there determination and hard work from the athletes were a gentle reminder that the men (or woman) of the olympics is triumphed by the code of the old world, fashionable amount of respect and dignity. coupled with the mandatory physical and mental strength, it is the recipe for what all men should be of.
except that we not like that...or perhaps we were never so.
7:45 PM
Grand Larceny.
(Sunday, August 10, 2008)
a lesser life.
it had been a fairly uninteresting year. that's an underrated way of putting it. actually, i had a devastating epoch, the very fundamental of my life was brutally discomposed. fucking bitterness of the whole episode still lingers disconcertingly, i dread to think about the what happened. day after day, i tilt my head backwards, close my eyes in serenity and i wonder, perhaps the consequences are favourable. it never got any better. my faith for my many believes are broken, and naturally, or rather unnaturally, anger next on the line, like a drawn bow, mechanically anticipating a target for the release. this is not healthy.
things will only get worse before it gets better
like every other disaster, calamity untie itself slowly, setting pace for the perfect blow. i pray everything, the fall in the pit reaches the inevitable end so i can move the fuck on already.
8:10 PM
that fucking traitor
liEw, 18 and since 2002, 270lbs, 5ft, brazilian chinese russian icelander hybrid, black eyes, short black hair, racist, antisocial, semi-alcoholic, ignorant, exhales profanity, black-poetry fanatic
