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(Monday, May 31, 2004)how do you all love my new site layout? i did almost everything by myself. thanks the source code of some other bloggers, it's almost completed. hahaha. any suggestions on else i can add? i was planning on snapping more pics of myself. hmmm...maybe models agents might spot me and all i have to do for the rest of my life is to catwalk nude. i don't mind doing that.
by the way, i saw some pics of american soldiers raping iraq civilians. they can't actually do that, can they? i mean legally. if bush doesn't do anything about that, all iraqis's fucked before the silly american leaves. poor lads.
well, my mom's alone downstairs. dad went out for dinner with his frieds. i'm gonna be a good boy *wink wink, go and talk to my mom a little. ahahaha. be right back ok? (just in case i don't, fuck it!)
LiEw, xXx
nothing at all
(Thursday, May 27, 2004)i was outside for quite some time. did nothing but stared at sky. it's raining again. raining makes me feel happy. i think it's the cold feeling that i get. i spent most of my time leaning on my father's car just standing there. the razor like wind came cutting on my skin bringing coldness instead of pain, happiness instead of fury or anger. icy feeling quickly spread on every inch of my naked skin. finally i got some peace and quiet in my life. nothing but me and myself and i was thinking about nothing. as though the last time eleanor replied my message months ago. the tiny drops of rain falling from thousands of feet above touched me not only the surface of my skin but also deep inside my heart. cold mist wraps around my body, giving me more ease of mind. darkness that shaded the night patched completes the defination of perfection.
well, i am not going to mention the sound of a stupid motorbiker who has a noise bike, the sound of my neighbour's loud tv (instead of diana krall or norah or coldplay), neighbour from across the street that looked out from the window thinking i am crazy.
how, i wish i have some hot milk to enjoy the night with...brrrr...
LiEw, xXx
red sky.
(Sunday, May 16, 2004)it's HOT. it's never been this hot before. my migrain is coming back i think!
managed to watch troy last night. took 2 hours and 30 minutes to finish but it's a GOOD movie, no shit. they made the movie really sad and there were people crying and everything in the cinema. fuck, i think i am unemotional. the people are crying like hell and i can't feel anything at all. it's a nice movie and the cinema surround was good but not as good as the one in Johore. damn i miss johore!
the weather's killing me.
guess what, i had a weird dream about i didn't really sleep this afternoon. even though i slept for 2 hours, i felt even more tired than after before i had the afternoon nap. here's what i think. your body believes whatever you mind tell them too. like the other day when i fell down after i was robbed, my forehead, ankle and shoulder is bleeding but i can't really feel anything cause i was worried about something else...
but the thing is, some people don't actually think with their brains. they like to think with their heart. lead the heart take the lead of the life. i think the heart is a little too emotion to do anything at all. emotion is what makes human a human. it's also the thing that make human weaker than any other living things...
well, what the hell was that shit?
LiEw, xXx
check this shit out....
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My life is rated R.
What is your life rated?
wow...they change the interface
(Wednesday, May 12, 2004)guess what, the kind of change the interface for blogger.com
it's kind of fresh. i guess it'll go away in a while
well, nothing much happened lately except that i did a tattoo concept (remember concept, not actual tattoo) for carie. she don't really like it i guess. Loi's finalising it and i hope it'll turn out better than the real design i drew. (my oh my, it was nasty shit)
my wound itches like hell. have to look at it but i can't really go and scratch it cause it'll leave a scar said everyone. actually since i CAN"T get a tattoo, i might as well get a nice scar on my arm eh? hmmm...should consider that later. the wounds on my face is ok now. but it's RED. i don't get why is it REDish?
pre-working life sucks and hopefully i'll be able to convert back into studies soon. arghh, regret did not continue my studies in utm. well, no regrets also, not that i love to study about land stuff anymore. i pratically hated it then loved it then neutral
well, have to go now...i need to get some sleep. have to wake up at 5.30 in the morning
PHOTOS.
(Thursday, May 06, 2004)
