(Sunday, February 18, 2007)
i'm having sugar high from the food i ate.
the echo of firecrackers are still clogging the air unrelentlessly for such event in the past that was meant to keep a ranging human eating monster away from the civilisation. the breeze stinks of the odor from the rampaging explosions in the sky. i was standing outside for the last half hour looking for signs that was the reason of the whole red manifesto that's spreading across town faster than the speed of light. more accurately, i was simply seeking for serenity among the chorus of the explosions. the explosions charted the beginning of another year loop among the chinese, my 24th lunar new year.
the larger the sum of my age gets, the lesser the celebration of chinese new year becomes. year by year, my chinese new year becomes more and more diluted. probably, the less work is to be done at home, the less keen i am for the whole chinese new year celebration.
truth is, the larger the sum of my age gets as well, the more i appreciate the lunar new year. this year, my excuse to love it even more than ever could have be related to a probable solution to my personal financial woe which tainted my life so profusely for the whole period of last year. every year offers an unmeticulous start to another hopeful beginning. now i could understand the cliche fundamental of the whole chinese new year manifesto because i could look forward for some fresh starts and new additions to my destituted so called life.
whoever that thinks chinese new year is all about red packets are a bunch of fucking superficial materialistic wankers.
12:28 AM
ish.
(Tuesday, February 13, 2007)
imsofuckingsleepyicantreallythinkstraightanymore.
9:11 PM
shut it.
(Monday, February 05, 2007)
fucking blogger dot com is being a fucking pain in the ass. took me fucking 15 minutes just to fucking log in to post. now why the fuck does muthafucking blogger, the biggest blogging community on the internet want to fucking do that?
3:15 PM
the bore factor.
(Friday, February 02, 2007)
i'm slowly going through a 1000 page forum that analyses physical form of various women from celebrity to webcam flashers.
man, am i bored or what.
1:08 PM
that fucking traitor
liEw, 18 and since 2002, 270lbs, 5ft, brazilian chinese russian icelander hybrid, black eyes, short black hair, racist, antisocial, semi-alcoholic, ignorant, exhales profanity, black-poetry fanatic
