(Saturday, May 31, 2008)
It is the winter of a bad period. Thankfully it will be only a memory in a few more hours.
10:12 PM
Defensive
(Monday, May 12, 2008)
For the life of me, I don't understand why reason for a Chinese to be hostile. Fucked up...
8:31 AM
damn dirty bastards.
(Wednesday, May 07, 2008)
they say the past makes you the man you are today. you're absolutely correct, if you're a women, the past doesn't mean ape shit.
yet, strangely when you chose not to relive, or better yet, remember a few malicious moments of your colourful life, the past just have a way of delivering an entropy to render the painful scenario indelible. retrospectively, the damn individuals acting as accomplice to hurtfully bring back the baneful time came with a notion of reverence such as information of births and more feared, conjugality.
i do hate weddings. not because i have anything against them. i do have something against them, small issues, though. if it floats your boat to marry the person that you want to spend an eternity with, by all means, do it! i am sincerely happy for that. the duration of my happiness is usually short-lived when an self righteous marriage loving idiot mar my mere existence by chanting lines, sharper than any spear ever made like 'when is it your turn to get married?'. oh fuck off you lowlife, i don't wanna. what you gonna do, drag to me Vegas and marry me to an eligible transvestite?
when i thought i have eloquently generate a constant void of presence both physically and spiritually (stringently had been absent of such circumstances) but like a scar, the past has always been there, it didn't even need catching up. fault lies within myself for forgetting it's there. once in a while the scar itches, a gentle reminder of it's grotesque presence. it is highly debatable whether my ever lack of presence method is working.
i would truly like to be left alone, if anyone understands at all...
9:35 PM
balls
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ultimately, i was planning to solicit whatever to think that iron man was a nasty piece of american doctrine. i was gonna indicate that downey jr has probably brought acting to a new level as tony stark fluidly adapting to the charisma of a rebellious billionaire, but only for the first 10 minutes of the show. then that poor sod got tangled with terrorists and like everything that has anything to do with the terrorism, it's never pretty. then i ought to call him a fag.
and i'm gonna say his suit have space for his balls to breath, mind you. where the fuck are tony stark's balls of steel?
but i'm not gonna say that, because i happen to love the first 10 minutes of the show very much. i have erased all the traumatic fuckass shit that happened in the cinema after that.
9:12 PM
that fucking traitor
liEw, 18 and since 2002, 270lbs, 5ft, brazilian chinese russian icelander hybrid, black eyes, short black hair, racist, antisocial, semi-alcoholic, ignorant, exhales profanity, black-poetry fanatic
