(Wednesday, April 05, 2006)
quite out of the ordinary yak yak yak which i normally do with style and eloquence around the blog, i've got some very very important annoucement. i choose my words carefully and i never repeat myself, so pay attention and listen, dammit.
so what is the bloody significance of the number 4 and the number 4 again? or specifically, what does that really mean other than the replica of the abovementioned number? it's quite a bit of a mind nibbling bastard. i guess nobody could really figure this out unless, well, unless you've been secretly hiding in the dark edges near my house with a binocular at the wee hours of the day, stalking my proud ass. which is normally what everyone is doing. if you're not doing that yet, you're probably not cool. the ones usually that get bashed up in the toilet for just being brainy. or stupid. i mean both. and unusually gets credited by the headmaster or government for being a pain in the ass.
ok, now i feel like a dry leave swirling away from the gargatuan tree. i never get to the point. i just go round and round it. anyways, perhaps that you might be enlightened already for stalking me ingeniusly, fourth of april was, my birthday anniversary. my 18 and 1/2 birthday. the very day a few years back that i hustled out from my mother's womb, tackling all over and shouting for attention (or rather, a shot of whiskey, the doctor didn't understand bollocks, though)
on the contrary of cliche birthdays like getting wasted ungracefully with various cocktails, i like the day to apprehend on the social elusive and quiet sort of ambience. rather, i'd prefer to nab john off his work and go for dinner. which is sort of like our yearly affair, i call him, he's available but could never really ever know what it's all about, until i tell him before we call it a night. pretty interesting though, he could just forget about my birthday every year. and i adore him for it.
due to evolving circumstances, i was not to benefit from john this year. so i picked someone else to drop the SPECIAL person a suprise birthday announcement. sort of like just dropping the bomb and hope of an out of cliche. it's fun. i only get to do it once a year. it's fun to take advantage of the whole situation, make fun and provoke harmless individuals (i.e, the friends). all for the notion of being a sadistic fuck. i mean, why should anyone get played on their own, birthday...right?
p/s - yes i AM REALLY SURE it's MY birthday. i double-checked
4:26 PM
that fucking traitor
liEw, 18 and since 2002, 270lbs, 5ft, brazilian chinese russian icelander hybrid, black eyes, short black hair, racist, antisocial, semi-alcoholic, ignorant, exhales profanity, black-poetry fanatic
