(Tuesday, December 27, 2005)
'she's getting married soon...'
that statement hooked my feet off the ground. a childhood friend for 17 years is about to tie the knot. why am i not happy? correct me if i'm wrong, agree to marry someone that you know for 4 months isn't really my ideal concept for marriage. the constitution of marriage is too weak to justify anything these days anyway. divorces. pre-nuptial. deformed family values.
it's not the first fact that perturbed my jolly life. women are born the marrying kind. but it's the men that asked for the marriage i can't take. not only that, there's men crying over their ex-girlfriends because he can't get over her, men telling me how much they want to have kids. men that get angry over petty miniscule incidents, men plagued by pms, men calling other men names because of their sense of insecurity. what is happening?
don't get me wrong, i strongly believe men and women are equal. however, there are some values that only exist in the xx cromosome and certain qualites that could only be found on the xy. an unnamed compatibility that strikes a balance between both sexes, so one can fill the vacant for the other. miraculously, the women have no problem upholding their share, but the men had compelled in their tangent value discrepancy, converting into a disconcerting social redundancy. no wonder the lesbians are doing so good nowadays.
3:55 PM
that fucking traitor
liEw, 18 and since 2002, 270lbs, 5ft, brazilian chinese russian icelander hybrid, black eyes, short black hair, racist, antisocial, semi-alcoholic, ignorant, exhales profanity, black-poetry fanatic