(Wednesday, November 02, 2005)
how is it possible that i have more social events on the raya than other my pathetic weekends? although i claim myself to be a strong believer of islamic beliefs, but that doesn't make sense compared to the amount of things that's been absorbed on my raya week. i've got movies and drinking parties and drive-by with a semi-auto glock and uninteresting must-go dinner and alumi gathering and lunch appointments and book shopping again (hopefully, if the deutsche princess with a missing tiara is nice enough to take me) and wedding parties and illegal street racing gathering. well i think i made my point quiet accurately.
i'm not really complaining but i can't really cope with the contrast of last year's lacking. you see, i was sitting on my lawn for 3 hours, doing some fucking gardening with only my pink boxers on and not a single car passed by previous aidilfitri. even the fucking mosquitos and roaches were significantly unseen, awol, gone, missing, hilang, pukimak. (oh yes, they have to bloody well inform me if they were to visit their relative in port dickson or lumut, dammit) try and create a mental picture of the quiet calamity and even a saint would go cuckoo.
therefore, i'm still trying to do regenerate trackbacks on when and why the fuck did i single mindedly inform every soul with the slightest string of social connection with me that 'we should fucking go out on raya!!!'? gosh, and i'm not meeting anybody muslim in that matter. us malaysian are amazing, we can celebrate on everyone else's religious benchmark. technically, we never gave a fuck, all holidays should be celebrated without a sense of religious emphasis and bias. righty-o. all those great words to masquerade a callow truth; we are truly celebration-malnourished wankers that just feels like celebrating anyone shit. and we do love public holidays so fucking much.
to all the muslims that's celebrating raya and all the non-muslims that is hijacking other's celebration with debonair - cheers!
4:09 PM
that fucking traitor
liEw, 18 and since 2002, 270lbs, 5ft, brazilian chinese russian icelander hybrid, black eyes, short black hair, racist, antisocial, semi-alcoholic, ignorant, exhales profanity, black-poetry fanatic