(Wednesday, August 31, 2005) This great evil - where's it come from? How'd it steal into the world? What seed, what root did it grow from? Who's doing this? Who's killing us, robbing us of life and light, mocking us with the sight of what we might have known? Does our ruin benefit the earth, aid the grass to grow and the sun to shine? Is this darkness in you, too? Have you passed through this night?
Death swung his scythe at Juliet this morning.
her demise caught me way off guard and i didn't know what to do. tied down by a myriad of confusion, i went out for a walk about 4 in the morning to get the cloud off my mind. it did little help to dilute the pain in my chest. in fact, it hurls more agony rather contentment in the end.
in the end, i resort to explosion in the sky, melancholic tones punturing through the frozen morning silent mist.
it can't be undone now. i can only mourn for as long as i can.
8:26 PM
that fucking traitor
liEw, 18 and since 2002, 270lbs, 5ft, brazilian chinese russian icelander hybrid, black eyes, short black hair, racist, antisocial, semi-alcoholic, ignorant, exhales profanity, black-poetry fanatic
