(Monday, August 29, 2005)
the national day is 2 days away. merdeka. i don't understand why you can't say independence day instead of merdeka. not one person i met can justify that. actually, it's more like independance cause everyone's gonna be in a dance club, drinking and partying. if the prime minister was a few years younger, he'd give it a fuck all and went clubbing too.
as a result of the contemporary culture, made believe to be a shameful cul de sac religion by the elders, my beloved country has double up an intense propaganda to make us love our country more by making us sing the national anthem. in public areas. national anthem champaign. we're cool and all but singing the national anthem while you're way off the hook isn't the way to pay respect to your country. in my opinion, the pathetic attempt to draw public attention failed drastically.
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then again, public holidays on wednesday or anything at the middle of the week is an acrimony rather than a blessing. wednesday is the most fucking productive day of the week, monday and tuesday is just a fucking warm up and the rest of the days you're working is just cooling down period for the weekend. if you have wednesday off, you might as well take the whole fucking week.
there's no proper way to reconcile back to your work cause you know by mid-week, you'll be singing along with 50 cents' in the club while sipping JD at the corner of a bar, desperately trying to take someone home and hump yourself silly. come to think of it, there's a chance that you'll be sipping whiskey bandung while listening to your favorite homies singing the national anthem in a god-forsaken dodgy mamak while desperately trying to hump a stray k9.
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this year's national day celebration?
already i've stocked the house with a few dozens toilet papers. fucking dye the toilet papers red, blue, yellow and white just for the sake of that whole patriotism and nationalism as a fucking camouflouge. then i'm gonna channel all my sense of art (also known as belligerence towards the country) by hooking up colourful decoratives on the tree, just like christmas but a little impromptu and taaa daa, you get a fucking tree with the national flag's colour. you need some riot to spice up your life...anyone interested, call me...
7:58 PM
that fucking traitor
liEw, 18 and since 2002, 270lbs, 5ft, brazilian chinese russian icelander hybrid, black eyes, short black hair, racist, antisocial, semi-alcoholic, ignorant, exhales profanity, black-poetry fanatic
