(Thursday, May 12, 2005)
may just came and i already hate her. last year's wasn't a darling too. last may was a whore that sucks on my dick and left halfway because she had bowel problems. that's what last may was all about.
on this week, mostly on the day, i spend my time trying to work out the problems in the office. meanwhile, at night, i'm just out there, see if there's anything i can do to help my troubled friends. the repetoire of troubles gets bigger and bigger as the calender expires. i leave home at 8 in the morning everday and i reach home at 10/11 everynight. sometimes earlier. i hadn't have time for myself since may started.
zoe told me jane'nette dad had been diagnosed with brain cancer. it's so shocking. i ran out of comfort words to say to people. never imagined things would turned out this way for anyone.
su hsia's wedding is next week. everything else has to be on hold till after su hsia's wedding next week.
who said the world is fair?
i knew from the beginning it isn't. i just don't know that foul play is permitted. and i never knew it could go this low. honestly, i'm very tired and depressed.
qoute of the day: troubles are like vermin we can never rid of. we thought we did, but it never really goes away.
11:10 PM
that fucking traitor
liEw, 18 and since 2002, 270lbs, 5ft, brazilian chinese russian icelander hybrid, black eyes, short black hair, racist, antisocial, semi-alcoholic, ignorant, exhales profanity, black-poetry fanatic
