nobody ever told me alcohol is VERY addictive. they said it gets you somewhere but nobody said addiction about addictive. mr. smartie ass forgot smart mouth that, how ironic
less than a week i haven't been drinking and i'm restless, suffering from mild depression and my chest hurts plus i can't breath properly. i need to concentrate on breathing. perhaps the constant farting and my lost of appetite and a sign that alcohol free substitude for weekend is a silently assassinating cheerfulness and simplicity.
oh fuck. zoe's not here this weekend, it's gonna be another rough week for me. i need to find something alternative addictive substance. otherwise, i would possibly need prozac next month. let's just hope it gets me high too.
p/s - i'm not an alcoholic.
10:58 PM
that fucking traitor
liEw, 18 and since 2002, 270lbs, 5ft, brazilian chinese russian icelander hybrid, black eyes, short black hair, racist, antisocial, semi-alcoholic, ignorant, exhales profanity, black-poetry fanatic
