(Friday, April 22, 2005)
music of the moment: Red Hot Chili Pepper's Fortune Faded
due to intense preassure, blogging has been somewhat difficult. 24 hours a day, 7 days a week is not enough, 30-40 hours would be fair. the clock is ticking and there's just so much one can do. like wednesday night when i arrived home from penang and i practically had a bundle of crap to rant/bitch/said. as fast as one would dash upon seeing a lunatic in their perimeter (oh believe me, you will never run as fast in your fucking life.), the thoughts vapourised into space. it's not helping that it takes a lifetime to re-generate the foundation of my thoughts. in easier words, i'm so fucked.
anyway, yesterday was all but ordinary. i told mom i needed to get songs from '20s. chinese songs, mind you. she just gave me a puzzled look and thought i've gone cuckoo. however she did managed, in her very own mysterious magical way, to somehow produced a cd. content - musics ranging from the '20s to '70s. (note to self: never under estimate what mom and dad have in their secret safebox) most of the songs were lunar new year songs. it is to be said that i never understand a thing that they're saying or bloody trying to say in that matter, so i blasted mom and dad with the third degree. the bloody songs made the whole night feels like chinese new year except that nobody was wearing a RED shirt. then mom and dad started singing to i locked myself into the room and read some books before i pass out. will upload the songs when i know where mom hid the cd...it's GOOD SHITE!
12:53 PM
that fucking traitor
liEw, 18 and since 2002, 270lbs, 5ft, brazilian chinese russian icelander hybrid, black eyes, short black hair, racist, antisocial, semi-alcoholic, ignorant, exhales profanity, black-poetry fanatic
