(Sunday, April 17, 2005)
i just love this photo. it's over-exposed.
everything seems so different when i came back from aussie. can't really explain why. i started working really hard and i've been attending lots of meetings. last week, i spent most of my time reading journals and work-related bibles. i'm so fucked. need time to figure out what the fuck is wrong. dammit.
then i've managed to only had 2 sips of alcohol this week. that's the achievement of my life. i need to frame this moment. that satisfaction is overwhelming and yet the addiction is just over the top. i'd pop a bottle of pinot noir to celebrate my alcohol free week.
however, i've met a lot of people recently. the people that's related closely to my 2004 life. teoh, jon, zoe, the favorite couple, yee hong, stephanie, mun, isobel, lynnzter, myn wee, cyril, penny, eleanor. it was like fucking wrap up of my 2004 life. how the fuck can my whole fucking year be concluded in a few lunches and dinner? well it kinda did.
and yes, i met eleanor. zoe had to interupt because she claimed she needed to have coffee. why the fuck can't i have some private moment? they just have to interupt! i don't blame her yet secretly i drown her in the sea of profanity. didn't really speak to her when i met her and i was too lazy to get my butt down to Port Dickson, i called instead. everything seems a little clearer. well, not everything...
there's also the part where little backside went camping for the weekend so it was pretty boring be online because i don't know who might be hanging around and who might not. suprise can go and fuck himself if he wants to for all i fucking care. mental note: give her a big fat ugly hug when i see her. make it smelly too.
oh, the more photos from aussie. i still have about 20 photos. everything left is from St. Kilda beach. the ones here are from city.
p/s - sizzling HOT chick my friend claim to have boned in aussie. i hope it's not true.
8:48 PM
that fucking traitor
liEw, 18 and since 2002, 270lbs, 5ft, brazilian chinese russian icelander hybrid, black eyes, short black hair, racist, antisocial, semi-alcoholic, ignorant, exhales profanity, black-poetry fanatic