(Wednesday, February 23, 2005)
i'm as cheerful as a pervert looking at a girl who bent down to pick up her pencil that slipped during class cause i was at a beach today, in kuantan. not for retreat, mind you, for a four-letter-word, called WORK. fascinating news, i had lunch at a beach view restaurant, spent acountable amount of time there and enjoying the angry waves hammering the beach mercilessly. strange, the waves are bigger than the common ones i see in the west side. i wished that i can take the whole day off, put on my beachwear, take a swim at the ocean, chill out with 1 crate of beer, 1 bottles of red and white wine each, a bottle of JD, cuban cigars, and some other cocktails; that would do just fine. some ice cream would be nice. (JD ice-cream...that sounds, nice!)
then i got home at 6.00.
anyway, i opened all the angpau i retrieve endlessly and painfully throughout chinese new year. for all the effort to smile and wish them asshole relatives i sincerely hate 'happy chinese new year', it wasn't modest. the sum can't even cover the dinner i had the other day. i'm like so fucked now, desperately need some cash to settle my severe credit card bills. loansharks, you're welcome to call.
by the way. Joyce (the Queen) will be updating till i'm able to continue due to heavy workloads
8:35 PM
that fucking traitor
liEw, 18 and since 2002, 270lbs, 5ft, brazilian chinese russian icelander hybrid, black eyes, short black hair, racist, antisocial, semi-alcoholic, ignorant, exhales profanity, black-poetry fanatic
