(Tuesday, January 04, 2005)
great news folks, i solved the non-stop-bloody-phone-ringing-problem. i fucking switched off that noisy sonnawabitch. for 3/4 of day my yesterday and 1/2 day today. in case you can't get me, no, i have not been anywhere near the sea on 26th dec and i'm certainly not dead.
on the other hand, work has completely consumed most of my precious time. a very good and reasonable excuse to camouflage my recent bad posts. also i haven't been getting much rest cause i'm not tired. there was one morning i mistakenly got up at 4 a.m and i saw su-ann and isabel still online, happily or sleepily in that case doing their stuff. that was when i decided that i should never ever leave school. my biggest regret in life, i left my uni.
steph cured my mid-teen depression by asking me for a movie. i was so happy, i reached steph's place an hour earlier. yes, i know, i'm not a very timely person. i can't help it, i was looking for an escape desperately. she was kind enough to bring me to a place where they serve alcohol. which in short period, nonetheless got me complete high, then took me for watch phantom of the opera.
here's the best part of the night, the alcohol only really kicked in when i was in the cinema so it was pretty much all about keeping a straight face and no dictator-laugh at the funny sad scenes. i must have grinned like a pervert throughout the whole movie, my jaw still hurts this morning. when i was driving home, i sung at the top of my lungs the tunes of phantom as the post-alcohol effect makes me happier than ever. i said a lot of dumb stuffs which makes kung-fu hustle scripts sound lame
i was so happy. flowers are everywhere, there's squirrels running around, dancing cartoon monkeys, zebras boucing on tramboline, pink giraffes practising yoga. more or less like sugar, spice and everything nice.
p/s - oh, ahhhhh
8:35 PM
that fucking traitor
liEw, 18 and since 2002, 270lbs, 5ft, brazilian chinese russian icelander hybrid, black eyes, short black hair, racist, antisocial, semi-alcoholic, ignorant, exhales profanity, black-poetry fanatic