frozen
(Monday, January 17, 2005)i saw her on the normally empty wooden couch on the tropical beach. although being in under the sun for hours is dreadful, i sat there to just to catch the glimpse of her beautiful disturbingly pale face. when she realised that my eyes never left her skinny yet tall frame, she walks over. in attempt to camouflage my attention on her, i shifted my eyes back to my book, blushing from embarrassment. when she laid her umbra onto the book which i was trying to dive in, she tapped her icing cold hand onto my shoulder and asked for fire. mahai, i cannot find my fucking lighter, oh cibai!!! holy muthafucking sweet punani, look at her long straight fingers...
that was when i got up from my sleep. i was smiling when i got back to sleep, smiling when i woke up, still smiling and my jaw hurts like fuck. how often do you see that GIRL? i think i've been drinking too much. my head's infected with cell-murdering toxins that's giving me a eden-like mirage. this is fucking good drug. best frozen memory.
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on the other hand, someone gave me the idea that chatting with somebody underage online is as bad as having sex with someone underage (i.e. 10 years old). i mean if you measure from the law's point of view, it's actually illegal to talk to anyone under 16 years old via internet as fucking a 11 year old nympho. come on, gimme a break, why the fuck should talking to a person online be given a barricaded? furthermore, i heard the singapore government placed a few underage girls around the internet to warn other about the consequences of breaking this law. god dammit, instead of chasing after people who committed crimes, they're luring people into committing crimes. what fucking logic is that? some people are really stupid and bored.
