(Thursday, January 27, 2005)
perhaps it's me. well, maybe it's not really me but i went 3 different doctors for 4 times because i had a fever. the first doctor gave me medicine that i'm allergic with so i went to 2nd doctor and he gave me pills that makes me sleepy and gives me rashes instead of getting rid of them. i've just started on the medicine the 3rd doctor gave me so i can't make any conclusion whether it'll kill me yet. bollocks.i'm feeling so much better now...
times like this is difficult. instead of hunting for a doctor that cures your illness, we're actually looking for a doctor who doesn't poison us to death. the logic; if we don't die, we're alive and kicking. eventually, we will get better. what kind of society have lunatic doctors that try to heal you by killing you before cancer or virus gets to you first? not to mention doctors that reads mary shelley's frankenstein all day long in their office, secretly planning to build a secret lad in their clinic. fucking madness. doctors should read soft porn magazine instead of medical monthly. you know, to loosen up a little. they look so tense all the time. fuck professional etiquette, trying to murder me before i become the next prime minister isn't professional.
personally, i'm not very fond of doctors. not because they get to have sex with some hot mama in uniforms, they gave me major trauma when i was younger. for example, this doctor gave me a shot on my ass because i had a minor food poisoning. then this other doctor called me girl just because i'm with longer hair (ok ok, so what if i'm bald now?) and fairer than average fugly malaysian chinese. most of the time, i'd rather not go to the doctor and stay sick but this time around i need to work so i needed healing asap. then the crazy frankenstein-crazed doctor gave me more than i can handle.
the government should politely ask the existing doctors not to try anything funny. seriously.
3:10 PM
that fucking traitor
liEw, 18 and since 2002, 270lbs, 5ft, brazilian chinese russian icelander hybrid, black eyes, short black hair, racist, antisocial, semi-alcoholic, ignorant, exhales profanity, black-poetry fanatic
