(Saturday, December 25, 2004)
so i planned to stop blogging and go guest blog all over. then it didn't happen.
so i also planned to go to malacca on christmas, why malacca? cause my christmas plans are fucked and my homies are in malacca. then i had an accident in seremban. so i managed to brake on time when the car in front of me suddenly stopped. then the car behind didn't. so i also wish that my car is okay and i can still go to malacca. but the was severely damaged. soon after i thought i would be able to get home as soon as possible after the accident to rest a little, get rid of the tiny headache. then it took my 6 hours plus to get home after i chilled out with some policeman, some tow truck dude, some dude in the car workshop. before that i thought i was pretty smart when i planned to take my bath at myn wee's. then i truly regret and now i feel pretty smelly and dumb. i thought i would be panicking and shaking and possibly piss on my pants after i crashed my brother's car. then i was feeling numb and normal.
so what if my body tells me i'm sleepy? now i feel restless and i feel like talking to somebody. well, thank shit Joyceness is online.
so i used to feel all my friends are useless and pointless all the time. then tonight most of them called for no apparent reasons to chat with me. so i hated eleanor. now i don't anymore cause hate makes me sleepy.
so what if my night is fucked and i can't sleep?
p/s - so i thought he driver who ran onto my car is an indian. and so he is. that skilless and reckless asshole. i have 2 words for him. please drive carefully. make that 3 words. whatever. so what!
2:12 AM
that fucking traitor
liEw, 18 and since 2002, 270lbs, 5ft, brazilian chinese russian icelander hybrid, black eyes, short black hair, racist, antisocial, semi-alcoholic, ignorant, exhales profanity, black-poetry fanatic
