(Friday, October 22, 2004)
[10pm] this is unusual. i felt like i've ran a 25km marathon after i ran out of boom boom boom musics, my muscles are sore, my eyes are losing focus and i had to hustle my way through the first page of my novel. armed with my semi-open eyes and partly sleeping/dead brain, i decided to stop reading after the 2nd page. i seriously doubt i could remember anything i read if i continue. hell, i don't think i remember anything i read at all. darn those novel with letters tinier than bacteria. yawnnnnn
[1am] i regained a little consciousness, checked my mail, check my messages, pissed then went back to dreamland. i woke up cause i heard a pathetic song playing on my playlist. who the fuck downloaded this song? i've never even seen it before. has some evil forces entered my room and secretly download songs in my pc without my knowledge? deleted the song soon after. (if i messaged you last night about 1+ via msn or icq or i replied your mail, please send me the chat log, all i can recall is some bits of what really happened.)
[5am] i woke up again, feeling a little great for the first time since i woke up yesterday. hell, it's only 5 something in the morning. fuck, i can't fucking get up and read. it's too early, and it's still dark. it's still dark!!! i wonder if some monster is looking at me. did the monster downloaded the mp3? could the monster be a sexy gisele-looking chick? semi naked in lingerie maybe waiting to suck my blood...mmm, sexyyy...zZzzzzz
[6am] dad woke me up. he said something about driving him to some place yesterday. lifted myself up from the bed and looked at my reflection mirror, why the fuck the is my eye bag more visible than yesterday? maybe i've slept to much. darn. another day...
music of the moment: telepopmusik - breath
1:29 PM
that fucking traitor
liEw, 18 and since 2002, 270lbs, 5ft, brazilian chinese russian icelander hybrid, black eyes, short black hair, racist, antisocial, semi-alcoholic, ignorant, exhales profanity, black-poetry fanatic
