(Sunday, October 10, 2004)
when i wake up this morning,
i had the luxury of a comfortable bed. hmmph, just nice. holy hell, i'm on my bed in my room. how the fuck did that happen? wasn't i at beach club last night? how did i managed to get home? last thing i remember i was dancing. hmmm, i wonder...hahaha, joking! remembered going home for god's sake. is - if you're reading this, stop worrying (if you are...) haha ;)
i had a mild hangover. felt like crap cause it's only 9 in the morning. can't i sleep more?
i needed to use the toilet badly.
my body aches
there was a bruise on my left hand. i don't recall being elbowed or anything. did someone molest me last night? girls girls, tsk tsk tsk...you only need to ask!
my leg still hurts. i DID really sprained myself.
my stomach is hungry but when i look at food, i don't wanna have any.
i was really stupid to think that i smoke away the alcohol scent. now i smell like a bloody ashtray and i don't like it. i've been washing like a million times and my hands stink. the cigarette scent is hard to get rid of...
looked at the photos i took last night. it looked pretty bad
knew that i can't recognise anyone from last night and i can't remember any names. other than ted, dan, zoe...eh, that's it. geezzzz
i need to have an apple
8:22 PM
that fucking traitor
liEw, 18 and since 2002, 270lbs, 5ft, brazilian chinese russian icelander hybrid, black eyes, short black hair, racist, antisocial, semi-alcoholic, ignorant, exhales profanity, black-poetry fanatic