shut up if you don't know what to say, or if you do!
(Tuesday, October 05, 2004)scenario 1
myn wee: LiEw, i did badly for my math test today. really really bad, yadda yadda yadda...
LiEw: bad as in?
myn wee: (she said something but i forgot what, something about doing really really bad)
LiEw: holy fuckin shit. god dammit, you should have done better right? fucking hell, you know if you don't do better, the only shit you'll be getting is jack shit...what the fuck is fucking wrong with you, this is just motherfucking great. what the fuck weiiii...
myn wee: -_-
yes, that's what i really said to her. she got pissed at me for 12 hours or so after that. i just said what i really meant.
scenario 2 (i have to disclose the name)
xxx: something's wrong with my prject
LiEw: is it a big deal?
xxx: if this goes on, i might have to repeat the class next semester
LiEw: oh my god, you're so fucked. anything i can do to help? you're in deep shit now, aye? oh, fuck. you better study hard or your parents gonna fucking bury your ass 6 feet under...
that's me. i can't say what i don't think is right. bloody honest plus straight to the point, and apparently, honesty doesn't work with everyone. to me, it's not right to say what you don't think is right. the cusses are normal, they're used to it. some people say they want to have REAL friends, they want to know what you're really thinking. what if that's what the other party really tell you? doesn't sound too good anymore isn't it? it easily pisses off everyone withot fail. as a result, i have to learn to re-construct my sentences and undereact a little. it's not for everyone.
i know there's a freedom for speech but people actually wants to hear good things. comfortable words they call it. probably true. if you're in a not-so-good situation, you need people to support you, telling you everything's gonna be alright, chill, and lame pillow-wrapped words and sentences. we're all cowards. that's the way the world goes, and i have to learn how starting from this minute onwards.
From movie A Few Good Men
(Col. Jessup): You want answers?
(Kaffee): I think I'm entitled.
(Col. Jessup): You want answers?
(Kaffee): I want the truth!
(Col. Jessup): You can't handle the truth
i must agree with Col. Jessup (Jack Nicholson) in a way. it's what i refer to as courtesy. not a lie.
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You are the color turquoise. A fairly tempermental
person, you're either upset or tranquil most of
the time. You can be as calm as your color.
You're a mysterious person, yet somehow
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somewhat bold. You're generous and
sophisticated--but never ever snobby. You're
lively and rich in personality and attitude.
You're a beautiful person, aside from the fact
that you're a perfectionist and painfully
honest. But life is good to you!
What color are you? (Amazingly detailed & accurate--with pics!)
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