(Sunday, October 17, 2004)
yesterday was one of those lame weekends where you just want to stay home and do nothing. isobel calls it solitary weekend, i call it a lame one. well, i managed to catch up with yin ping and su shia for dinner so it's not really solitary. it's been months (maybe years) since i went to a food court and stayed for longer than an hour. i spent about 2 and a half hours there talking to them. at times, it feels great to meet up with your childhood friends and update each other about everything. it's a feel good dinner even though the food was like you-can-shove-it-up-your-own-ass-mr. hawker type. amazingly bad and tasteless.
by 10.30, i was already halfway home. called everyone for post dinner plans but my homies are either working, studying for the coming tests, doing their assignments or out of town. no one was out partying, no one was out for supper, where the fuck is everyone? holy fuck!
left me no option but to go home and read. i'm reading Stephen King's Salem's Lot. i was so into the book i freaked out when i got a call about 12. the eerie sound from the phone laying on the table when it fucking vibrates made me fucking jump and it fucking scared the big fucking shit outta me, i almost feel down from my fucking bed. i think i was pale, green and fucking shaking and SHITLESS when i answered my phone. it was from this chick who talks in warp-speed, PeNNy (well done, dear). being frightened badly, i couldn't even figure out who she was and i didn't really know what she was talking about...then she asked me some shit girl kissing girl and hung up. (i know i'm obsessed with lesbos and threesome/orgy but i don't think i was halucinating. well at least i was sober so i guess i heard her right)...i scratched my head a little then went back to reading and fell asleep while reading. then i woke up about 3 and i spoke to PeNNy a little but i have little memory/re-collection of what i said. (i'm so fuckeddddd)
then i met up with my former-housemate, Ee Kang this morning cause he's back in kl. never felt better taking to people whom you've shared a fair amount of history with. i lived with him for 4 whole fucking years.
then i went to watched Exorcist: The Beginning alone since everyone i know was too chicken shit to watch it...it's not really scary after all, not the type that would give you sleepless nights or doubt when you need the loo at night...
guess that's my weekend. spent most of the time catching up with people from my past and my novel. i wonder if anyone was partied last night?
10:17 PM
that fucking traitor
liEw, 18 and since 2002, 270lbs, 5ft, brazilian chinese russian icelander hybrid, black eyes, short black hair, racist, antisocial, semi-alcoholic, ignorant, exhales profanity, black-poetry fanatic
