(Sunday, September 26, 2004)
they said when i go out, i bring lotsa stuff. they said i'm like a girl. they said only girls go out with so many things. okay, they might be right cause girls have handbags and guys only have their pockets to fill all the stuffs in. so while waiting for myn wee in coffeebean yesterday, i took out everything from my pocket and counted...wallet, money clip (the function is the same but a money clip is easier to take out from the pocket), sunglasses, camera, walkman, earphone case, handphone with a huge band, house keys, car keys. that's it, 1,2,3...9 of them. the table is covered with my stuffs. THEY MUST BE RIGHT. how can these things fit in the pocket? nevermind that, i need to get rid of as many things i can when i go out so that i won't be called a cat (pussy) next time they see me. still, i don't know what can i ditch and what i should take along. whether i like it or not, money clip and the wallet must come along, keys as well, and almost everything else. is it when i go out, i depend on everything i have in my pocket and i can't even leave one behind? or am i just doing it to look good? one thing's for sure, having bulky pockets does not look good...
7:14 PM
that fucking traitor
liEw, 18 and since 2002, 270lbs, 5ft, brazilian chinese russian icelander hybrid, black eyes, short black hair, racist, antisocial, semi-alcoholic, ignorant, exhales profanity, black-poetry fanatic
