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(Thursday, September 02, 2004)
woke up as usual today. check out my downloads before i can barely open my eyes. then i took my usual morning piss, did some routine shower and brushing and everything is just like another day. then i went to my mom's room. take a good look around before i make my move as usual. another day same day. wait, then i saw my dad still sleeping. then i took glance and it was my mom. i've never seen my mom still in the bed after i'm up since i left for uni 4 years back. or more than that i can't recall. mom's still sleeping? looking very weak and tired, she told me she's having diarrhea. my mom is a person who doesn't rest till she finishes her job. my dad went out to get breakfast for her and i felt so helpless looking at mom, incapable of helping her at all. manged to sit there, looking at my mom, till my dad comes back about 10 minutes later.

feel guilty that i took for granted that i'm gonna see my mom busy as hell early in the morning doing household chores, fixing breakfast for everyone, playing with my cat...what makes me feel worst is that she's not as young as she is anymore. i hope i can see my mom like one of the usual her tomorrow morning. sometimes, having the same routine over and over again can be good.

LiEw


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