(Thursday, September 09, 2004)
well, my lips is bleeding. some dude elbowed me during the game. it doesn't hurt a bit but it's red, swollen and bleeding. i love the taste of blood.
i'm not gonna write anything. myn wee wrote something for me last night. well, adios...
UGLY
ugly is a state of mind. why do we perceive certain things as ugly, others as not? were our minds conditioned into categorizing things into ugly and not?or is it a natural instinct, an inborn intuition no one can explain? when we look at a toad, we think, "eew, that's one of the ugliest things alive". does it cross our minds that maybe, somewhere deep in the primitive mind of the toad, it is looking at us unblinkingly and thinking, "god, that must be the ugliest thing i've ever seen"? do wethen take it as an insult? what if one morning we woke up and everything that was once beautiful became ugly, and vice versa. would the Moonlight Sonata cause babies to cringe and wail? would Mona Lisa be the ugliest woman ever painted? would Shakespeare's works be deemed utter rubbish? and would love at first sight only occur when toads were around? but then again, at that time there would be other "beautiful" (-once "ugly") things around. it's a weird way the human mind sees things, it's wonderful how we adapt. so if you are able to look beyond "ugly", you will find that "ugly" does not exist. it is merely a form of beauty we cannot accept. in other words, everything in this world is BEAUTIFUL.
myn wee, 2004
7:34 AM
that fucking traitor
liEw, 18 and since 2002, 270lbs, 5ft, brazilian chinese russian icelander hybrid, black eyes, short black hair, racist, antisocial, semi-alcoholic, ignorant, exhales profanity, black-poetry fanatic
