(Monday, September 13, 2004)
whether you like it or not, people do judge you from things you do. the way you talk, eat, and even sleep. everything you do is observed and evaluated by others. in the end, it makes you what you are and unknowingly crafts your so-called personality.
as a result, whatever your personality is, there will aways be expectations from the others. people will look forward at things that you do. if you're a photographer, they expect you to only snap great photos and nothing else. if you can't fulfill such ancitipation, disappointment cannot denied. that's what life is all about, outlive our own shadows that we cast. do we have to be a better person day after day, year after year? then instead of trying to outlive the others, we're actually but in reality we are only trying to shed away from our existing accomplishment? if we never outlive our own achievement, we're as good as a living dead cause every single action will be compared to our supreme reach. in this case, why would we want to live a meaningless life of underachievement?
don't you think underachievement should be pardoned? i personally don't think so. the signature crafted on is too deep to be washed away.
LiEw
9:00 PM
that fucking traitor
liEw, 18 and since 2002, 270lbs, 5ft, brazilian chinese russian icelander hybrid, black eyes, short black hair, racist, antisocial, semi-alcoholic, ignorant, exhales profanity, black-poetry fanatic
