(Monday, June 21, 2004)
look at the title. try not to think of about anything sexual.
well, i am running out of ideas to write lately. routine stuffs. either my brain's dead or i am too fucking busy and tired to write anything. fuck i miss writing.
just finished val wilder. i learnt something from the movie (other than tara reid is one hot babe). if you think too much about the future, you'll tend to forget about the past and present. ESPECIALLY THE PRESENT. dammit, it's been really a while since i follow my heart ro do something. always think ahead. don't just fucking dive in and get your ass in shit. geez, if i never acted stupidly (i.e showing my ass to some guard, jumping from high places when i was drunk, trying to set my ass on fire and etc) i don't ever think i would be what i am. it's part of being LiEw. now all i wanna do is some slow and steady life but it seems. is it for fucking real? maybe i need to add some risk into my life again.
well, G's back from aussie, i'll try to get my ass drunk this weekend. being drunk always leads me to something. i hope this time it helps me to think a little.
LiEw
10:16 PM
that fucking traitor
liEw, 18 and since 2002, 270lbs, 5ft, brazilian chinese russian icelander hybrid, black eyes, short black hair, racist, antisocial, semi-alcoholic, ignorant, exhales profanity, black-poetry fanatic