(Sunday, May 16, 2004)
it's HOT. it's never been this hot before. my migrain is coming back i think!
managed to watch troy last night. took 2 hours and 30 minutes to finish but it's a GOOD movie, no shit. they made the movie really sad and there were people crying and everything in the cinema. fuck, i think i am unemotional. the people are crying like hell and i can't feel anything at all. it's a nice movie and the cinema surround was good but not as good as the one in Johore. damn i miss johore!
the weather's killing me.
guess what, i had a weird dream about i didn't really sleep this afternoon. even though i slept for 2 hours, i felt even more tired than after before i had the afternoon nap. here's what i think. your body believes whatever you mind tell them too. like the other day when i fell down after i was robbed, my forehead, ankle and shoulder is bleeding but i can't really feel anything cause i was worried about something else...
but the thing is, some people don't actually think with their brains. they like to think with their heart. lead the heart take the lead of the life. i think the heart is a little too emotion to do anything at all. emotion is what makes human a human. it's also the thing that make human weaker than any other living things...
well, what the hell was that shit?
LiEw, xXx
8:11 PM
that fucking traitor
liEw, 18 and since 2002, 270lbs, 5ft, brazilian chinese russian icelander hybrid, black eyes, short black hair, racist, antisocial, semi-alcoholic, ignorant, exhales profanity, black-poetry fanatic