(Thursday, May 27, 2004)
i was outside for quite some time. did nothing but stared at sky. it's raining again. raining makes me feel happy. i think it's the cold feeling that i get. i spent most of my time leaning on my father's car just standing there. the razor like wind came cutting on my skin bringing coldness instead of pain, happiness instead of fury or anger. icy feeling quickly spread on every inch of my naked skin. finally i got some peace and quiet in my life. nothing but me and myself and i was thinking about nothing. as though the last time eleanor replied my message months ago. the tiny drops of rain falling from thousands of feet above touched me not only the surface of my skin but also deep inside my heart. cold mist wraps around my body, giving me more ease of mind. darkness that shaded the night patched completes the defination of perfection.
well, i am not going to mention the sound of a stupid motorbiker who has a noise bike, the sound of my neighbour's loud tv (instead of diana krall or norah or coldplay), neighbour from across the street that looked out from the window thinking i am crazy.
how, i wish i have some hot milk to enjoy the night with...brrrr...
LiEw, xXx
10:26 PM
that fucking traitor
liEw, 18 and since 2002, 270lbs, 5ft, brazilian chinese russian icelander hybrid, black eyes, short black hair, racist, antisocial, semi-alcoholic, ignorant, exhales profanity, black-poetry fanatic
