i especially love cakes. i would travel the distance just to grab a bite of it. the feeling of having a first bite at the angular end of a good slice of cake is a MOMENT. for me, the quality of the cake depends on that very first bite at the angular corner of a silce of cake. it determines how the rest of that slice taste like. very often, i'm dissapointed at the first bite itself cause they don't make cake like they use to. When i mentioned the MOMENT, it means that the feeling when suddenly the world freezes over and there's nothing in your head but 1 satisfying feeling. the easiest example the feeling when your favorite soccer club scores a goal, after your favorite track being played on the radio, entering the your favorite restaurant, etc.
i had a few of those moments recently. it started with me submitting my thesis, then after my last ever exam paper for the last four years, looking at the beautiful stars in Pulau Perhentian, walking alone on the beach while listening to my favorite track, The Freshmen. well, all of those feeling were equally good as to compared to having a bite of the corner of the cake. that should explain why i never ate any cake recently. however, all of those feeling can neve match up to the what i had yesterday. i finally told eleanor about how i feel towards her. my oh my, i never thought that was going to be a great moment but it was...i felt relieved after i told her that. then something silly came up. instead of giving me a proper response, she asked, 'are you drunk?'. it wasn't dissapointing but i really gave the impression to other people about how alcohol play a role in my life...(that was a moment too, but i would rather say it's a moment of brain malfunction and a little bit of embarassment, which is totally different from what i said above) so i politely said no. well, the moment passed easily and i'm still waiting for eleanor's answer (fingers crossed) and i hope i will have another MOMENT soon. that's if eleanor will say that she would want a relationship...i don't know why but i'm not expecting too much but i'm hoping for the best.
with the answer that i am hoping from eleanor, i think i might just quit cake forever since i will have a MOMENT everytime i look at her. who needs a moment from a cake if you can get it from someone?
LiEw, xXx
5:55 PM
that fucking traitor
liEw, 18 and since 2002, 270lbs, 5ft, brazilian chinese russian icelander hybrid, black eyes, short black hair, racist, antisocial, semi-alcoholic, ignorant, exhales profanity, black-poetry fanatic
