(Thursday, February 12, 2004)
Weight: 63 kg
Height: 169 cm
Feeling: excited and confused
Alcohol intake: NIL (still)
Location: my room in my apartment in JB.
guess what? i saw eleanor today. but i didn't get to speak to her.
my room is in chaos right now. it smells weird. things are around the floor and worse still, things are on my bed too. i need to think of some way to get my lazy ass up and clean up the room as soon as possible...
V day is around the corner. has anyone actually noticed how people do during valentine's day? guys wil take the girls out for fancy dinner, shower them with fancy flowers and etc. to most people, it's a once in a year thingy. same with mother's day and father's day. so everyone thinks that it's fine to spend the money like that...just to make them happy. but how about the rest of the year? some people like my stupid uncle only comes and see my grandma once a year or he needs money. if you treat someone like crap for a whole year and on this very 'special' day, you give them 'special' treatment. what's the point in that? can't you just make them feel happy for the rest of the year and on special occasion, you celebrate it moderately?
basically, i think valentine's day is a waste of time and money and it's OVERATED. girls expecet guys to shower them with flowers and gifts. if your spouse makes you feel special all year long, you don't really need the assurance on Valentine's Day. what? to make you know that you're really really special and the phrase 'special' is not enough?
then there are girls who expects single guys like to me know when is valen'fucking'tine's day. why the fuck in the earth do you fucking care? if you're attached and you're happy, please leave the single guys like me alone for once. i've got better things to do than to let you give me lectures on how to court a girl. in other words, please fuck the hell off...
my friends are giving very annoying valentine's day signal to everyone. where is your valentine? where will you celebrate? who is your date? what you gonna wear? i think i'm going to puke if someone mentions about valentine's day in front of me again. losers...
11:12 AM
that fucking traitor
liEw, 18 and since 2002, 270lbs, 5ft, brazilian chinese russian icelander hybrid, black eyes, short black hair, racist, antisocial, semi-alcoholic, ignorant, exhales profanity, black-poetry fanatic
