(Saturday, February 28, 2004) Homework, Magazines and PORN
i feel like crap today. i got back to JB around 7.50 pm. did some unpacking, mail checking and watched survivor. then i was told that i have an assignment the next afternoon....ar, heLL! curses!!! so i did my homework till 3. the funny thing is, i have a copy of Fredico's homework. i looked at it a bit and i really have no idea what the guy is trying to say...i mean his 'tatabahasa' and malay vocabulary is good but the content of the essay he wrote is u-s-e-l-e-s-s!!! i have to write it myself (deep inside, i wish i can really copy someone's work if they not so...bad) then i have to write and struggle with my aching head from the tireness. but i managed to finish it around 3+. *grief!!!
then i don't really feel like sleeping cause Loi gave me a porn vcd! name me a guy who can reject porn and i will definately assure you that it's not me! so i started watching the show at 3+ in the morning, full volume blasting my altec lansing just in case people don't know there's a lucky guy in the room enjoying porn. well, after the first 1/2 hour of the show, i think it's sort of porn but not porn. it about some guys producing a porn magazine thingy. dumb ass chinese show. i was pissed then. 5 in the morning, feeling down cause i was cheated by something so called porn!!! why would anyone says it's porn when it's really a chinese comedy with a little nudity. i think they should call it c-o-m-e-dy!!! i was so angry and pissed, i slept till 11! (i get tired easily when i'm pissed or angry)
i walked to Jusco after i'm up with the hope that i can get something to entertain me for the day. i bought lunch (1 whole black pepper chicken) and klue magazine cause they're reviewing Urbanscape which i missed because of some stupid test which was cancelled at the last minute. arghhh. (i need to control my anger before i get a gun and shoot the lecturer for cancelling the test and my Loi for the fake-porn). the best thing that happened is i saw Danielle Graham in kLUE.
just in case some people might not know, i adore Danielle. to me, she's the most beautiful thing i've ever seen (except ming yee). she's also a Hong Kong based local model. i have a 7 ft giant poster of her in my room courtesy from my beloved cousin, Yoke Leng. i just think that looking at Danielle makes me feel at ease. (no, i do not masturebate while looking at her photo just in case any of you sick bastards thought that i might just do that!) if you've never seen danielle, buy issue 55 of kLUe Magazine and flip to page 36 *tadda...she's the sexy chick in white. there's two of them in white but if you think the other one looks great, you really need to get your sight checked for at least a 1000 times!
oh yeah, the SPM result is out today. not that it has anything to do with me but my sister, Pui San and G's sister Myn Wee, (the person who wrote the intro for my site) is about to know how did they fare in the exam. which reminds me that i need to call them after this...
you know what i personally think about test and examinations, i think it's just a way to show that you actually know what's happening but it doesn't mean that you understand. that's deep...ok, let me put it this way - getting straight A's in the exam means that you're good in your studies but it doesn't mean that you can practice what you learnt in school. it means that people with bad grades might be good in technical stuff and people with good grades may not be. i'm trying to say people with good grades are stupid but some of them really don't deserve their grades and some of them really do. maybe Malaysia should think of a way to upgrade their examination evaluation system to make exams fairer to those who really deserves it...someday i hope
actually the whole load of crap about exam and evaluation system is another cheap excuse for lazy people (like me and a whole lot more) to think that they're actually smart but they just 'don't want to do it'...ahhaha
LiEw, xXx
2:00 PM
that fucking traitor
liEw, 18 and since 2002, 270lbs, 5ft, brazilian chinese russian icelander hybrid, black eyes, short black hair, racist, antisocial, semi-alcoholic, ignorant, exhales profanity, black-poetry fanatic