it was raining outside. this is the first time i don't actually enjoy the the rain. feeling a bit empty today.
i was reading for my test. i think i finished but i should read again. i need good pointers to go somewhere. i'll do that later tonight.
i bought something for eleanor today. hope she'll like it. it's something that i always wanted to get for her but i haven't got chance to. i'll give it to her when i see her. which is around the middle of march. i hope she likes it. and i really hope i can see her soon. i don't think i can hold it any longer anymore. i need to an answer fast. i hate hanging in the middle of nowhere like this.
i forgot how eleanor looks likes today. i could only recall some tiny fractions. maybe i should call her out...neh! it's too soon. i need to finish this semester first. i don't want anything to disturb my concentration on studies. i can't afford to. eleanor would be dissappointed if i give up now because of her. argh. i'm having a dilemma here...
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LiEw, xXx
6:46 PM
that fucking traitor
liEw, 18 and since 2002, 270lbs, 5ft, brazilian chinese russian icelander hybrid, black eyes, short black hair, racist, antisocial, semi-alcoholic, ignorant, exhales profanity, black-poetry fanatic