(Sunday, February 15, 2004) dumb, dumber and sleepier
i barely slept last night. have a massive headache. it'll get better, i believe.
i need to study for my test...arghhh. my brain is lazy and my eyes are tired. i think because i haven't use my brains to study for my exams for such a long time, all brain cells is dying. it's not happenening. i can't be stupid! i'd rather be anything but stupid. i don't know how can i finish a ten inch note in two day's time. i think i need to some religion now so that i can channel my prayers to GOD. or i need to channel some cash to my lecturer and tell him i need an 'A'. i have to get some inner peace back that eleanor tore apart into my soul again. i can't think of anything right now actually, not eleanor, not books or exams but only my coming thesis viva. everything about my life beyond university life depends on it....
i have never been this scared about something since the terrible car accident i had last year. sheesshhh! still gives me the shiver when i think about it.
next week's schedule is as follow:
monday - watch NBA all star game/submission of the technical paper of my thesis
tuesday - test
wednesday - test
next next week's schedule:
monday - complete the presentation things i have to do.
tuesday - presentation
wednesday - partyyyy
thursday - partyyyy harder. (will try not to consume alcohol in the process.)
friday - studyyyyyyy
saturday - study
sunday - Final EXAM!!!
next next next week!
monday - submit assignment. go back to kl, go ipoh and penang.
THE END
LiEw, xXx
8:32 PM
that fucking traitor
liEw, 18 and since 2002, 270lbs, 5ft, brazilian chinese russian icelander hybrid, black eyes, short black hair, racist, antisocial, semi-alcoholic, ignorant, exhales profanity, black-poetry fanatic
