(Monday, February 09, 2004) Cigars and the assignments
*scratches head
could sleep well last night. factor = eleanor. i think i'll sleep well tonight or i won't sleep at all. tomorrow's my big day. big time test. i hope i have sufficient knowledge to do well this time. last time was ok and i hope i do better...
i went to see Dr. Wan today. He's moved into a new office and everything there was such a mess because of the unfinished renovation. talked to him about lots of things aside from the official thess stuff. before i leave, i gave him one of the cigars i bought the other day. sadly, he don't really smoke cigars...but he kept it anyways...(cheers)
Dr. Wan is staying in KL permenently and won't be going back to JB at anytime soon. and he's got an empty house in JB. (laughing happily) he says he'll rent it to us for 800 bucks. bangalow, 4 rooms, 3 baths and the best of all, it's nowhere near to utm so i don't have to eat lunch with stupid university students ever again...
great news; he's got a topic for my master's thesis project. but i'm not sure whether i would want to take my master's degree in utm. basically, i want to do something else. maybe finance. that would get me a little closer to my dreams. i'm not greedy but i do want my future to go right path i've chosen instead of the path i'm offered...
and my dad gave me his car for the day. i don't really like driving his car...whenever you drive you'll feel the preasure pressing onto your chest and your heart *bup *bup *bup. beats 3-4 times faster than it should. if i take his car out often enough, i think i might have a MAJOR heart attack...or stroke or some deadly vital disease caused by shock, stress and preasure. i hate driving!
i hate it when i have to leave kl. it's my mom. she gives me THE look. you know the type of look that got a lot of messages in it. i know she misses me and i miss my mom too. this might be the last time i'm going back to JB. after that i think i might station in kl for another 2 years.
drafting my plans after graduation too. i'm going to penang to club. then i'm going to ipoh to eat and hopefully i will get to meet jenny there and my sister too...then back to kl or back to jb.
i only have 2 cigars left. 1 for my graduation, 1 for Zoe. then i'm not gonna smoke anymore.
i have to go to the bank now. need to bank some money in....
LiEw, xxx
12:53 PM
that fucking traitor
liEw, 18 and since 2002, 270lbs, 5ft, brazilian chinese russian icelander hybrid, black eyes, short black hair, racist, antisocial, semi-alcoholic, ignorant, exhales profanity, black-poetry fanatic
